手腳冰冷

嗯

很奢侈

這份溫暖


因為太過燙手外加手腳冰冷所以不敢有任何碰觸

會燙傷

心裡也是

眼睛也是

所以阿基師說洋蔥要冰過才能切

或者是邊切邊沖水


嗯

手腳冰冷


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打邊嘴

這段時間發現了很多事情

腦細胞的細胞間隙也因此寬廣

如此寬廣正面的詞兒放在這有點太過坦然因為這不是件好事

喔對

"太過"這件事是我今天發現的

恩

我發現我喜歡太過沉默的歌

我發現我喜歡太過呢喃的歌

我發現我喜歡太過迷幻的歌

我發現我喜歡太過喧囂的歌(但在此聲明並不是吵鬧)

夾在其中混亂不清煙霧瀰漫到我無法正常呼吸的讓我不知所措

可能是因為我需要那些太過的組合來讓我的腦子起些微微振動

然後就像拖著疲憊身軀的開始昏迷眼角下垂讓眼窩和黑眼圈達到完美的平衡

恩

畢竟就像我老爸老媽說的

我是個冷酷無情的孩子



至於那些令我太過氣憤的事情

就讓它在恣意打邊嘴的情境下消失在空氣中

(打邊嘴這詞源自於今日歷史期中考長城形象流變中明朝稱修築長城為修邊城,畢竟

誰都不想跟秦先生沾上邊而惹民怨,就某種程度而言算是下對上的文字獄???)

恩

我最近正在學如何好好的控制它











今天是十一月十號

北台灣還是一樣有著全台灣最詭譎的天氣

我還是一樣穿著百分之百聚酯纖維的外套到處走動

眼睛很世俗的會往品質良好的人人人飄去然後定格

直到頸與肩膀到達其最大期限張力時才肯放鬆

然後繼續走動

但是我還是不知道如何才能把腦細胞的細胞間質填滿

嗯

或許這是明天我會發現的事情

然後我會看到昨天我所想到的這個或許或許或許

就像在看海賊王一樣

三十分鐘的動畫花了快十分鐘的時間做熱血歌唱和前情題要

但是我想我應該不會就這樣不耐煩的往二十一分的部分點下去

嗯

我真的想睡了

因為點越來越偏

大家晚安


阿姐晚安



陳鵬文安晚




蘇詠凱晚安




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ode to... - rachael yamagata

No thanks
No more
No love

I'm done
I've had enough

You're going off with her
and I wish I was
but there's another can be
just because

All right
be on your way
the kindest thing to say
is not that you have fallen for me say
you'll come back to my arms again someday

Baby, write
some words about
how you can't shut me out
how you must find a way
to see me one more time

One more time

And please call up all your friends and tell them it can't end
you don't know what you'd do
if you lost her

And lost me too

That's fine
That's good
That's nice

I understand the price
The cost of craving dark
instead of light
I flip a coin to see if you still care tonight

My blood
My hand
My soul

I've thrown them onto you without control
The things I freely give
you stole
And now I'm left in pieces

Baby tell
the world about me
the way you won me over
in a city you can't remember
You think it was September
sweet September

Oh baby
Oh it's all right
I know she needs you more than I do
And I wouldn't win this fight
But there is one thing
that you've gotta do,
you've gotta tell the world about a
girl you once knew
Oh she
wasn't meant to be

but you
fell so very deeply
in love

With me

To all the girls he's loved
To all the girls he's loved

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激情悲愴後的灑脫舉杯

To all the girls he's loved










Ode to all the people I love :)


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sunday afternoon

It's a choice
to stay
It's a dream
& I wanna wake

You have blood on your hands
and I'm feeling faint
And honey
You can't decide

I'm a drug
Ya don't wanna give up
Smoke your cigarettes
Make your love

You poured blood in my heart
and I can't get enough
I'm drowning
and you can't decide

It's not about geography, or happenstance
you need to fly, & take a chance
You don't need to soar to emptiness
Float on high, & forever dance alone

Your scared
cuz I feel like home

I hear your voice
And I knew right away
If you were here
your eyes would say

I have blood on my feet
as I walk away
Rivers are red
Its starting to rain

I'm not gonna live for you
or die for you
Won't do anything anymore for you
because you leave me here on the other side
You leave me here on the other side

I won't live for you
or die for you
Won't do anything anymore for you
because you leave me here on the other side
Oh, You leave me here on the other side

(repeat 1 more times)

I won't live for you
or die for you
Won't do anything anymore for you
because you leave me here on the other side
You leave me here on the other side

I won't live for you
or die for you
Won't do anything anymore for you

I'm not gonna shed one more tear for you
shed one more tear for you
I'm not gonna shed one more tear for you

At least not til Sunday Afternoon
Sunday Afternoon

Leave or Stay
Leave or Stay


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大概是去年發的

恩

過期了

腦子
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簡稱山丘

就用山形瑞秋開始吧

在所有自己所認識的女歌手裡

山丘小姐還是在我心裡佔有很大的位置

是那種可以橫躺在大野餐巾上吃三明治

旁邊還有一棵百年老樹的那種位置

這樣形容雖然好像有點太過於輕鬆愜意

但大概就是那樣



不過陋習不改

我依然搞不清楚哪首是哪首

一向如此

就讓她一首一首的唱下去

轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟轟

就這樣

一直留在我胃於我心臟和橫隔膜之間的位置裡

是悶的

但是很舒服



喔

對

山丘有新專輯了

Elephants...Teeth Sinking Into Heart

是大象



就這樣結束吧

用大象





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一百種生活

一百種的渺小 或許沒想像中的

那麼微不足道






















而且

有結實的小腿肌

(點很偏)

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草間彌生

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是個點點的世界

我想阿姐應該會很喜歡

然後avon-garde這個字我到這學期才知道正確的唸法


不過每次看到我還是得說一下

是大師兄!!!!!!!

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